Memories
Dear,Uncle March 24,2011
How is it up there? Hope your having fun and hope they are treating you right if they are not ill have to kick their butt.......ahahahaha well i guess im writing this letter because im missing you like crazy im just sitting here looking at your picture of you sleeping in jerry's popisaun chair you look like your at peace in that picture i wish i could take everything back on what happen that night i just feel like such a bad person for letting that happen to u wonder y god choose you and not anyother person all these bad people that are hurting other people and killing other people get to stay here and just gloat on how they havent got caught and how they can continue to do what they do to hurt those other people and god took a person away that made other people feel better and tried to help as much as he can and u took that im so sorry that i couldnt do nothing to stop what happen that night i miss your laugh and u poking me and i miss making your "CUP OF JOE" and waking you up in the oring for work i have to stop my self still from going down in the basement and waking u up i just wish i could have u back one more time so i can do everything all over again well uncle im going to bed ill write u again tomorrow im going to starting writing on here to u everyday ok ilove u uncle
We love & miss
Michael Anthony Walters. I know we shouldn't question God, but why take Michael from us when there are child rapists living in luxury. It's not fair to any of us, especially his family. I took for granted that you (Mike) would always be here & I never got to tell you how much you have meant to me. Never got the chance to tell you I love you & it hurts everyday. Whoever you are around, family, friends, animals, tell them you love them. One day it may be too late, & your left with a whole bunch of "what if's". Til this day can't nobody fix a car, or anything like you. Just hope that whatever is broken in heaven, God's # 1 mechanic is on the job. You will NEVER be forgotten!! R.I.P Mike, smoke one for me!!
-Dee
well uncle its been 4 years since ive seen your face october 13 just came n left so fast just like ur life that night i regret so much n i wish u can come back to me and ur kids they r gettin worse n worse everyday that passes by its sad because when i look at them i want to cry because they the only thing we got left of you its been hard but we are getting through it as best as we can but i dont know how much longer until they are going to crack well i miss you so much its crazy how you were just gone like that and didnt get to say good bye but guess what daddy left his wife he moved out and he has been texting me and he wants to be in my life more and he is now but he will never replace you i love you so much and wish you were here to see how good im doing im turning my life around because when i think about doing something i know is not right i sit and look at your picture and i dont do it because i no you wouldnt want me to i keep you so close to me in my heart that you are the one helping me through my life and make the right choices thank you for standing by my side your my hero and angel........................................I LOVE YOU♥...........................
Hey uncle just sitting at school in my 2nd hour class wanting to see how things were going for you hahahahah i know your probally thinking 2nd block wheni should be in 4th block right well the 11th graders had a test so our who day was messed up we had 4th block first and 1st block second and then 3rd n then 2nd anit that crazy but it was fun because i had the classes i didnt like first so i could get them out hte way well got go im bout to go home and take a nap but ill be bak on here soon i love yew
sitting here just thinkin about you uncle bout how it seems like you were never here its been almost 4years sense ive seen your face or heard your voice or hearing you ask me to make you a cup of joe do you know how bad i teasure them moments i think of them evryday i try and remember your voice and your laugh but honestly uncle its fading away i sit here at night asking god to forgive me for what i have done and i think he has already but i ask him everyday if i can have you back i just want to hear your laugh and your voice one more time is that asking for to much why is this so hard uncle? i dont no how much more i can take without you hear with me and by my side its to know that your gone but it dont feel like you ever left i miss you so much i try so hard to keep in my hurt and madness and anger and i try and hold it in with happyness and laughs and smiles you dont know what its like down here with out you its so HARD uncle you just dont understand y did you leave us?? theres so much i had planed for us i regret not being as close to you as i wanted to be everyone is leaveing me uncle what did i do so wrong?? You were the best uncle anyone colud dream of or have y would god take that away from so one well uncle ihm crying my eyes out and i can bearly see the screen so sorry if i miss spell some words ilove you and miss you ill be back uncle i promise♥♥♥♥♥♥
hey uncle whuss up missn yew again lyke alwayz i wanna c u once more im sitin here with mikey doing the wii ihm tryna lose a few pounds bt if u were here we wuldnt need the wii cause you pushed us hard in working so yea but i miss yew uncle n i love u im going to go back to workin on the wii i jus want to rite u as much as i can everyday so that i knw that u are here with me and i can feel u with me when im writen on here but ilove u uncle ill be back on lata to rite a gain today
ilove u uncle ur niece jazzy |
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im laughin over here uncle well i read what mikey said and it made me cry i knw he misses his dad alot uncle y did u leave them u knw they are going to need if they allready do knw ilove u so much and makes me sad that my cousins mikey cammy and fatmomma have to be alone everyday with out u here to guide them i have to look at their faces and see the sad and emptyness n there hearts it kills me and espicaly cammy he is looking more and more like u everyday i see him and he is getting your attuide he reminds me so much of u that i just wanna be with him all the time

WELL ITS ALL MOST 4 O'CLOCK N THE MORNING UNCLE SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT U ONCE AGAIN I GOT A FEW QUESTIONS FOR U UNCLE.....Y DID U LEAVE WITH OUT SAYING GOODBYE?..Y DID U LEAVE ME HERE BY MYSELF?....DO U NO HOW BAD IM HURTING?...DO U NO HOW MANY PIECEZ MY HEART IS IN?...Y DID YOU LEAVE ME SO EARLY?..Y DID U LEAVE AT ALL?..DO U NO HOW MUCH I LOVE U?...DO U NO HOW MUCH IM GOING TO NEED U N LIFE?..WHAT IS IT LIKE UP THERE?...UNCLE I LOVE U SO MUCH N I AM MAD BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME HERE WITH OUT SAYING GOODBYE OR FUCK U THAT WOULD HAVE WORKED TO HAHAHA DO U NO WAT ITS LIKE TO WAKE UP AND HAVE UR MOM TELL U THAT UR UNCLE WAS KILLED (MORE LIKE MY DAD/BESTFRIEND)I THINK THAT IM JUST HAVING A BAD NIGHTMARE AND THAT I WILL JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY AND U WILL BE RIGHT THERE INFRONT OF ME LAYING ON THE COUCH I MISS U SO MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HERE UR LAUGH AGAIN OR SEE UR SMILE OR SMELL UR FARTS ONCE MORE HAHAHA I MISS ALL THAT I MISS YOU TEASEING ME AND POKING ME IN THE SIDE OR YELLING AT ME I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE ALL THAT BACK I JUST WANT U BACK SO BAD I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO WITH OUT U UNCLE WELL IM SITING HERE CRYING SO I GUESS I WILL GO CAUSE I CAN BARLEY SEE THE SCREEN MY EYES ARE FULL OF TEARS ILOVE U UNCLE DONT EVER FORGET THAT
Jazmen Walters ♥(Mikes Niece)♥ |
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Hey uncle just siting here thinking bout u once again haha i havent wrote you on here 4 a long time but i think about you everyday 24\7 i guess i havent had enough strenght to come write u on here i miss you so much its like you took half of me with u and now half of me is empty well i went up to ur grave like 3 weeks ago i wish i could go up there more but i go when ever i get the chance you dont know what its like to be alone at night and think of someone that you have lost that was so close to u i mean u still had everyone n ur life bt grams but we took that i mean we greaved but not like we are with u i wish i could see ur smile once again and here ur laugh more time i miss that so much if i could turn back the hands of time i would have treated u better and i wish it was me that went and not u i mean im sure people would have missed me but not as much as they do u i didnt even get to say goodbye its not fare that u left me and that god took u from us i had so many plans to do with u when i grew up but i guess i planned to far ahead i sit at night when im alone and cry and want u bak i just miss u so much u ment everything to me i just cant belive ur gone there is so much i wanna say to u i miss eating with u at thanksgiving and watching u play god of war after we ate on the big screen i dream about u all the time i just cant bring my self to foregive that man that killed u it should of been him i have seen ur face or heard ur voice or seen ur smile or smelled ur scent n almost 4 years uncle i miss yew so much but i want u to know that i love u so much its just hard down here with out u i just cant wait to see u again when my times comes AND EVERY BODY THATS READING I WANNA TELL U SOMETHING (DONT TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED AND LOVE U WHO U HAVE N UR LIFE DNT TREAT THEM LIKE SHIT BECAUSE U NEVER NO WHAT U HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE) ♥MICHAEL ANTHONY WALTERS FEBUARY 1ST 1978-OCTOBER 13 2006 GONE BUT NEVER FOREGOTTEN♥REST-N-PARIDISE UNCLE ILOVE U♥

iAM SOOOOO SRRY 4 YOUR LOSE I KNW EVERYBDY LOVED HYM ALOT I HOPE THAT YAH ARE OK AND THAT TO LET YAH KNW THAT ALTHOUGH HE NT STANDN THERE THAT HE IS STILL THERE WATCHN YOU STANDN OVER YOU...
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Really srry 4 the lost
RIP MIKE♥♥!
Well Mikey its been 3 very long years since God took you home It still seems like yesterday to me this is the hardest thing in my life that I have ever had to deal with losing my only son my baby boy ....I look at your pictures and cry and then I see one and then laugh as I remember what you said when we took the picture as you hated to get your picture taken just like me .....LOL.....Well I know you are happy now no more tears for you only happy times .......I know you are looking down on us thinking how silly we are for crying so much but its really hard not too when you lose someone you love so much but I will see you in Heaven when I get there and we can laugh togather again ......I love you and miss you so much Mikey ......LOVE MOM.....
Hey babe laid in bed last night thinking about you....what could of been what should of been...just needed to look at your pictures and leave a message telling you how much I love and miss you.....
~michelle~
Hey Mike just stopped by to say hi and tell you I love you and miss you...Your always on my mind and in my heart..My grandson just turned 1 on February 1 same birthday as yours...I so miss our calls I could so use your help right now but as I am writting this I laugh and cry at the same time thinking about you...Love always and forever,Michelle
Hey Mike just looking at all your pictures..Love you cant believe your really gone....Just needed to stop by and say hi....
Well, its been another month, and we are all carrying on. I'm not saying it was easy, in the least bit, but we are all moving on. Mike is still in our thoughts and prayers, everyday. We miss you so much mike...
all the good times and the bad we had with you. You always knew how to make someone's day better, you
could cheer up anyone in any situation. I remember over at Carol's after grandma Himes funeral, u were
cracking jokes and everything, making me and Tiffany laugh. That's what I'm sayin, you always knew how to
make anything seem better, even if it really wasn't. Its so hard to imagine that you are really gone,
forever... its crazy. And to think of all the times you have to miss out on... well,
one day, we will all be back with you, and someone can help you catch up on everything.
I know you are gone, but that doesn't mean that you are missing out on everything happening here at home.
WE all know you are sitting up there, having a hell of a time, laughing at all of us down
here... lol Well, we all miss you, soooo much...Hope your doing ok mike, we all miss you.
I love you mike!!
Just wanted to come see my baby boy and tell him and everyone that he was my heart and soul my life ....I LOVE YOU BABY BOY ....see you in heaven when I get there ....
HI ALL I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SAY A COUPLE OF WORDS ABOUT MY BABY BROTHER. HE HAD ALOT OF WOMEN WHO LOVED AND CARED ABOUT HIM IN HIS LIFETIME PLUS ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE BUT THERE WAS ONE WOMAN THAT HE LOVED AND NO ONE COULD EVER EVENCOME CLOSE TO THAT PERSON IN HIS EYES OR HEART AND THAT WAS OUR MOM HE LOVED HIM SOME MA. ALL DAY AND NIGHT LONG. AND HIS KIDS THEN OUR DAD THEN MAYBE ME LOL I KNOW HE LOVED ME ALOT AND I KNOW IT. IF ANY ONE MEDDLED WITH HIM I KICKED THEIR ASS. AND HE WOULD DO THE SAME FOR
ME. I LOVE YOU BROTHER. YOUR SISTER LETICIA
Well, its been a while since ive been on here... i was just sitting here thinking about mike. He really was such a great guy... he was taken way too soon... God took a good one, thats for sure... we all miss him , soooo much... but we will all see him again one day... never say goodbye, its jsut a temporary pit stop until the next time we all meet... Mikey, we all love and miss you, very much... and we cant wait to see you again someday.♥♥
Yesterday was your birthday and the most amazing thing happened my grandson was born on the same day....hes handsome and cute just like you...miss you hun...
I look at your pictures and its still too hard too believe...Anyone who knew you knew how great of a guy you were and are...You are trulymissed and forever loved by your family and friends...
I still don't want to believe that you're gone. I miss the chance to talk to you, and I find myself still hoping that you'd be there one last time. It seems like just yesterday we were talking and laughing about something someone said on yahoo. I miss you a bunch, and you will always be Special Ed, and a close friend in my heart!
Well, I know that it has been a long time since the accident, but I haven't been to the site until now. I honestly didn't know about it. It was really hard to look at this site. Like that picture was taken in Kearney with me. It is a beautiful site and I am glad that there are so many people who were touched by Mike. He was a great guy. I am very lucky to have had him in my life. I will never forget the night we took that picture. Mike was having such a good time, I had never seen him laugh so much. He was calling his mom and his sister at like 2 in the morning. I felt so bad. He just wanted to go back to my house and play video games. And then there was the time we dyed his hair blue. He was so proud of that. It took forever to get it the right color of blue, and when we did, he wanted to add red and Make Purple. He was the only guy I knew that loved pink and purple and was damn proud of it. We had a lot of
fun when he came to visit. Jerry was so nice to let him borrow his car. Once I didn't even know he was coming. I guess he had planned it with my roommate. I went to take a shower and when I went into my room, he was laying on my bed hiding in the corner. He scared me out of my mind. Then came the evil little grin. Yeah you all know the one I'm talking about. The last time I saw Mike, he rode his bike to Minden late at night. He finally got there at about 4 in the morning. Crawled into bed and slept until about 2 in the afternoon. It was a very short visit, but I didn't mind. He was there, even if he was sleeping. I never wanted him to leave once he was there. And I cried every time he left. We talked everyday at least twice. He told me the song that made him think of me was "More Than Words" because I always said "OK, I love you Buh-bye!" In fact that was the last thing I said to him. He told me I didn't have to tell him because he already knew. But I am very happy that it was the last thing I said him. Mike was a very important person in my life. Jerry can vouch for that. He had to listen to me talk about Mi
OK, I love you Buh-Bye!
How do I start ...this man was a true love of mine but miles was the one thing that kept us apart...There is so much great stuff to say about this guy,where do I start...hes handsome hell hes just the cutest man ever,hes funny could always put a smile on my face,he was one of the
best dads ever he truley loved his kids...I met Mike many years ago our relationship went from hours on the computer to hours on the phone we talked about everything and nothing sometimes we fell asleep on the phone together...I will never forget about our special times we shared and I will always have his great family in my life and thanks to Jerry I will have this site to always have him in my life...
To Mike...
I love you babe and I always will, our relationship is something no one will ever be able to take away...and when I am with you again I will bring the fruity pebbles for us to share...always in my heart and on my
mind...
Love always..
Michelle
Hi Mike I know you didn't know me but I'm your niece Jazmen's boyfriend and I am sorry hon that you lost something really important to u and i just want u to know that i will be there for u the whole time and I LOVE U SO
MUCH JAZZMEN
Hey uncle how r u today i just wanted to stop bye and see how u r doin well im good i just wanted to say i love u so much and miss u like crazy i bet mom is and grandma and grandpa and cecilia shawn and jazmen but
i known every body misses u i love u
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